"What have I done, Säde?" she queries lowly, "All that time ago I failed to stop a war-- instead likely encouraging the bloodshed with my death. And now, with all the possible knowledge of what happened in that war-- useful knowledge which may be able to bridge the gap between our two peoples and fix what I failed to before-- I find myself entirely unable to recall anything but-- fragments."

And as for how she feels about what she has done as Queen before this situation came about well-- that is another matter entirely.